Reality Check...

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there who can make you feel less alone
Sometimes you just can't make it on your own

~ Here i am, Leona Lewis (Spirit)

I've been contradicting myself on several occasions lately but no major issues la. However, i find it worth of a mention, to reinstate the fact that i'm not going crazy, i'm just growing up/old.

Since the exams ended, i've been hit, rather badly by the insomnia bug. Somehow, the biological clock that went haywire when yours truly braved several nights to mug failed to adjust back to the 'normal' hours. While 'normal' is subjected to each individual, the frustration that resulted from the inability to visit dreamland makes having a selfish project member seem like a better deal.

There was a party a few weeks back, and i really wanted to attend. It was out of my normal practice to look at my priorities and forgo something that i deem important. Still, i did not turn up, apologized, moved on. Then a friend told me the star-stubbed attendance for the party and i regretted for like 5 minutes before convincing myself i'm too *ahem* old to be kicking up a fuss over a such stuff. Even though i fell in love with her music 8 years ago, age seems to convert that idolization to admiration and motivation. What's more, there will chances in the future.

Looking at the impending 'exposure' performances coming up, hopefully 'practice' really makes 'perfect'. Otherwise, what would be presented would be that of exhausted vocals. Bleargh.

I'm ending off with photos, as usual. I've been so busy with school and stuff that i haven't seen my god-parents/parents for awhile since August so needless to say, i jumped at the chance when i knew they were organizing dinner/catching-up session at "Jalapeno's Pepper" at the Singapore Flyer. I've been to the restaurant before and the Seafood Bake Rice is heavenly. okok.. I'm having a great time since Dec started so hope you guys are too! =)

Toodles.